i havent packed....

hey2 bloggie..

exams are done n my eurotrip starts tonite.. will be going by train tonite at 10:15pm i think..
but i've no mood... u've messed up my mood... why does this always happen before our holidays??

i know ur worried.. but u treat me like a child. i know u want whats best... but u hover over my every move. i know i can be silly n careless sometimes... but i always turn up the most responsible in the end.

so dont worry.

coz when u worry.. u make me worry.

n i hate it.

i become paranoid.

now all i can think about is how alone i am, n what if something goes wrong, what will i do then. n i dint feel so afraid before.

n i HATE it.

lazybumbum am i

ive got all the pics from the new year n xmas parties!!!
ive got the vids!!!

now all i need is the time....
i'll post em soon~

shoot.. i shud get off the internet n start really focusing on my coming exams.. i have 128 questions for microbiology and only on stinking no. 30. Less than a week to go... T_T

i cant wait for this to be over!!

-20degrees!

oyes...

i forgot to mention....

OUTSIDE IS -20degrees!!!!!!!
bagagar biji oo org bilang. (nah kau.. terkuar sabah se)

i cant believe the sudden drop in temperature.
yesterday was -7degrees... then today morning became -13.. then suddenly i checked n its -20.

mo main skating pun xjadi. brain freeze terus o.

but if it reaches -30deg... automatically uni will close down n no classes! yipeee~

haih.. russia russia...
why art thou crazy weather russia~

well.. tats it for now~
tata~~

christmas concert!

heya bloggie!

i just finished with out first practice for this coming christmas concert organized by WCCI on the 25th Dec. we'll be performing the "Joyful joyful" song from Sister Act 2.

fuh!~ im so pumped!

i love this song! i've always dreamt about how cool it would be to perform it.

1st practice went well i think.
everyone was so pumped as i was to perform this number. The dance moves are tricky n so cute when in-sync that is hehe~

i think at the end of it all.. confirm ampus la.

the only thing that worried me at first was that not everybody would be into this idea.. no semangat la.

but to my delight, everybody sang their hearts out n tried dancing those gila-babi-susah-dance-moves-at-first-sight(tx max ;p)... and it ended looking quite cute. us jumping about and all..

lets just see how it goes yea.

will definitely take a vid of our performance n post it here for u guys to see.

we might crash n burn~ but who cares??

its CHRISTMAS!!!

*join the mighty chorus~~ the mighty2 chorus~~~*

laaa di daaa~

till my next rant~
tata bloggie~

p/s: i have propa major trw... n pathanat to read!!!!!! stay up la agen this *bancuh kupi* T_T

Eurotrip 2010

daddy n mummy~~~~

i love u soo much.

pls may i go to London, Paris n Amsterdam this coming winter holidays?

purrty puliz... with sugar on top?

*keeping fingers crossed*

I CANT WAIT! this holiday i so need to recharge my batteries for the 2nd half of third year.
im so excited..
hopefully we can get all of this confirmed as early as possible coz right about now the prices for all hostels and transportation adds up to about only rm2500.

10 days backpacking around europe!
im so excited!

If all goes well.. it'll be a Moscow-London-Manchester-London-Paris-Amsterdam-Moscow. According to tat sequence.
London Bridge(seen it before but still excited gila)-Old trafford(wiwiwiwiwi! im a MAN U fan btw)-Eiffel tower(im a bit acrophobic tho ;p)-Red light district(i gotta see this before they close it down!!!)
In that order.
DID I MENTION IM EXCITED?? lol

however..
aren wont be able to travel with me this time..
*happiness drop down a notch*
for personal reasons.
its so sweet of u dear ;)
*sigh*

*kiddie mode*
aww man. but i still really wish he cud come.
it just wont be the same.

but its ok. it is wat it is.
Summer Holidays 2011 k dear! to Rome n Barcelona! ;)

until then.. i'll be praying hard.

till my next post~
tata bloggie~

ouch.

ouch..

did u loose ur sensitivity chip or something.

some things just hit the very core of u and u cant explain it. no matter how hard u try n figure out wat is was about that sentence that struck a nerve, it just doesn't come to you... n ur left feeling hurt.

and no amount of 'making it up' takes effect.

a latent period starts and u just feel numb.

its something only a good shower and some chocolate ice cream can cure.

mayb im moody...
but it hurt just the same.

p/s : sorry for this emo post. but if it helps me feel better... its all that matters ryte guys??

i feel better already.

;)

sleeping time... my time

has anyone ever stopped to ponder on the little things in life?

like sleep??

owh wat pure bliss... to lay in nothing-ness, ur mind empty with an occasional sweet dream or two, breathing steady, just laying there motionless as u recharge urself for another day of 3rd year.

waking up.. i find.. is almost the most hardest thing. especially after a meager 4 hours of it. BOOHOO!

sleep o sleep~~~~~ where art thou??

actually 3rd year isnt all that bad. It only is when u procrastinate like i do and find urself upon heaps n heaps of overdue material that u wonder where all the time went.

1. Stop with the farm-cafe-fishtank whatchamacallit games on FB! they're addictive!

Full grown men find themselves planting oats and wheat and taking care of their little chicks and pigs and visiting other little farmers, raking leaves, fertilizing crops and so on so forth... happily!

2. DO NOT study with ur lappie on... Lappie on means internet's on.. which means MSN is on... which MEANS..... that u have a 99.9% possibility of meddling with ur com halfway tru reading Microbiology and the next day all that you can recall are the lyrics to ur bestie's "Natalie Louise Shim" 's new song.

btw nat.. i <3>

3. Be sure to have a well-stocked fridge. Studying takes up much glucose for the brain. Hence snacking is a MUST.

Snacking on fatty products is prohibited. We shall be smart AND sexy. Write this down.

4. I wish i had a no 4. Then it would seem like i thoroughly thought this thru.

Anyways~

till my next rant...

tata bloggie~

XOXO